What a long and strange and tiresome journey this has been. Luckily, things are looking better in some areas. Still a lot needs to get and it always feels like I am racing against a clock.
Fatigue is setting in and my mind is a racing non-stop. I've thought about seeing a doctor, but I know if I could just squeeze in some therapy in the form of exercising and get some real rest, all of this chaos just might normalize.
Bah maybe thats asking too much.
MIA for awhile:
My grandfather is in the ICU and they are trying to determine where the internal bleeding is coming from. This past week, he has received 6 pints of blood and they're currently doing a procedure that takes something around 40k pictures while the camera travels through his system.
COMMENTS
sneding positie vibes!!!
-hugs tigh tigh-
I'll be thinking of you and yours Meep, *hugs*.
*hugs* Blessing sent your way sis.
Positive thoughts headed your way....I know how much I loved my grandfather.....and hope yours comes through ok.
Our prayers to you and yours
Your Status:
Premiere Sire
Finally made it to the next bracket!
COMMENTS
Congrats on making to a higher level of Sire.
Nice work! :)
Congrats hun!
Now another year to make it to the next one! ...it's a long term project to be sure !
congrats
Congrats!!!
*reads all the congrats*
Well....bout time you moved your butt up.
:)
*runs to hide*
I should be writing a paper, but I am here instead. I'm caught in a rut where I'm not really certain how the MBA will play out in my future. Right now I'm about 9 credits into the degree and second guessing if corporate America is really where I want to be. My job will only pay for degrees that it deems as career applicable. So for graduate degrees, its pretty much MBA and computer/technology unless I could convince my supervisor of another masters program.
I've kicked around the idea of a Master's in Education with an emphasis in administration. I could plead that I want to be a corporate trainer within the company I work for...which I honestly wouldn't mind. In many positions I've held, training has been my absolute favorite task. Grant it, it was in a nonprofit sector where passion fueled me and I found myself in tune with the cause rather. The profit at all costs with no real good coming out of it has taken a toll on my moral enough as it is.
I like the idea of teaching and/or moving into academia, but it seems the ivory towers are suffering quite a bit lately with budget cuts.
Sigh....
Well enough of this, back to the task at hand. There's always tomorrow to figure out one's path in life, right?
COMMENTS
Yep, that's what I've been saying for some ** yrs now lol
The second you plan it....you know what will happen. :)
Boy a vacation sounds wonderful right now. Between working nonstop the past 7 days and writing papers on ethics or optimal motivational strategies, I really need to blow off some steam and unwind.
Why in the world did I not have a massage today? lol Maybe I can be trixy and if I ask super nice I can get one.
COMMENTS
How about a whole day at a Spa? Damn that sounds good...
Or a day at the beach, drinks in hand, shade trees..... oh yeah- we need to book a trip. :)
COMMENTS
-
PandorasBx
05:12 Aug 25 2010
I hope things get better for you soon hun.
Vampirewitch39
19:49 Aug 25 2010
You need to talk, just chat, call. *hugs*
That is all I can offer as far as therapy sis.
xxEmaeraldxx
22:42 Oct 18 2010
I hope everything is ok now? And how is your grandad?